vacation hangover

while i relish the fact that i can now go to the bathroom alone again (at least during the work day), the rest of reality has been more a rude awakening. no more daily naps. no more leftover cheesecake for breakfast and lunch dessert. no more maxi dresses that double as sleep wear. no more 4 p.m. glasses of wine. no more. it's all gone. now i'm eating almonds and pretending they adequately substitute for the aforementioned cheesecake. i'm commuting in traffic that doesn't just seem insane in an anecdotal type of way, it actually IS insane. i'm vacuuming, sweeping and retrieving items from the toilet that do not belong in the toilet (hey, atty took a vacation from some of his habits too). and i'm in bed and snoring before 10 p.m.

my saturday nap is calling me.